Love Me When I'm Gone.

I'm different Now.

My Hair is short,
My teeth are straight.

I'm getting in shape,
I'm learning,
and teaching
and getting by,
and getting through
the day,
the thick skull,
but to you.

I'm finding
things I've lost
new ideas
but I'm happy just to be finding out.

I'm looking
older,
Up,
and for someone.


I don't know, Maybe I don't care.

In the Mighty words of Aqualung
"I never understood before,
I never knew what love was for,
My heart was broke my head was sore."

I don't know,
the winds pick me up and the snow makes me smile, but the sun comes out and shows me things are different where you are, and I wonder if it's better.
I want you to grab my hand and pull me and take me somewhere I haven't seen before.
I want to take your hand and take you to the tree where I learned to sing, and where I learned I'm Human,
and learned I'm lonely.


When I'm sick I want someone to ask "Where's Alice?" and when I'm sad I want someone to ask "Do you want to go for a walk?" because I don't want everyone knowing.

And I want to have someone to ask "Where are they?" about, and when they're sad I want to say "Come with me." Someone to talk about problems and good times with, in a way that I can only do with them.

I want us to dance together, watch movies, enjoy nature, enjoy each other.
I want silences and non-stop chat sessions and I want to be giddy when they're around.

But more importantly, I want us to meet.

Such,
Alice Dotty, The Lonley.

Chanson Du Jour: All I Wanted - Paramore.