No, I'm not pregnant. I'm living for two.
My mom had a miscarriage at about 10 weeks, she would tell me about it, because she talks. That's how she lets it out. I'm very much the same, except I have restrictions on who I will talk to, where I am when I will talk about it, and who I should tell first
(ex., "could it be cancer?" "Oh no, don't worry about it, Alice."(turns back to the phone) "Yeah C, They didn't even let me off when I thought I had cancer." "Mom? I'm in the room....")
Anyways. that only happens......almost everyday.....
but I won't ask my mom about it, because I don't want to know. Because I think I already do, and I don't want her to talk about it.
He is a he, His name is Darcy.
that's what my name would have been if I were a boy.
And sometimes I wonder, Am I really "Darcy?"
Was that baby supposed to be me, just earlier?
No....I don't think I'd be who I am without the people I've met along the way......
So I am living for two. Living for Alice, and Living for Darcy. (Darce, I hate your name. I'm nick-naming you Dark, but spell it like Darc, okay? Oh wait, big brothers don't get their say anyways. Sorry, Darc. Love you anyways. Hope I'm living up to your standards.)
Such is how we are,
Alice Dotty (a.k.a. Rain Dots) && Darc (a.k.a. Darcy)
Chanson du jour-> Happy Birthday - Piper ft. Tatu (REALLY reccomend this. Especially for right now)
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Hey rainy (:
ReplyDeleteReally, we should. I'm actually really close to dunbarton but I'm at a friends so, well I'm really close to you xD Wanna go to a movie? We can grab some friends and meet up, we're in the saem grade btw :P My other friend is probably in one of your summer classes, weirdly.
xo, xo,
Juliet.
Le gasp! No way, really? I thought you were in grade ten this year, I'm just going into grade ten in September. Sure, Sure! I'd love to see something with you. : )
ReplyDeleteBut I have a good friend from Germany over this week, and then summer school exam, and then I'm off camping the next day. For two weeks. so I'll send you a message when I get back, for sure.