Meeting someone and seeing them only sometimes is better than not meeting sombody and not seeing them ever.

Because I would be sad without Skye. 'Cuz she makes my day, on the days I see/speak to her.
And she might not have money, for clothes, cable, internet, or food, but she's got what it takes to try until she gets there. I'm thinking of getting a job in September, lord only knows not at fast food (again). Because it's impossible to get a job in the summer, what with the college/uni students coming home and wanting jobs, and no one wants a job when they're just starting up school again.

(Not to mention I'm away for the first two weeks of August.)



->Oh dear, Civics exam tomorrow. (note: Taking civics now so I don't have to take it in September. I didn't fail, I'm being nerdy. Thanks)

-> 92% on my ISU! Baller.

->M and S got a 96 and a 91 last update, and I had a 77. Whaaaaaat the eff, Mr. K

SOMETIMES SKYE MAKES ME SAD.
But mostly she makes me happy, because she's not like anybody else. She doesn't act or like anything anybody else I know does. And sometimes, I think she wishes she was average, and didn't have to stand out so much, or get looks or have people confuse her for a guy.

But mostly, she makes people happy and those are the people that matter anyways, and she's probably sort of used to it, or as used to it as anyone is.

Before, I was selfish and wanted her to live with me so I could hang out with her everyday and have a friend that knew everything and would listen to everything and would be completely honest and open with me. (Yes, I have many amazing friends. But they don't, they can't know everything. Because if they know, everyone would know.)

But now, I want Skye to live with me so she has food and is healthy and so she doesn't have to be glue for her family like she is probably being. So she doesn't have to be strong and not cry even if she's upset.

I'm going to get a job in September to help her and her family, and help Chris with his braces, and I will tell them I got money from friends, like 2$ donations and stuff and they will never know I saved up. No more money spending! The jar of coins is now for them.

No more lunches for me.

Such is such'nsuch,
Alice

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