When I'm going down, don't worry bout me. You said you can't see, then I won't take you with me.

So.
Here goes.
My camping experience.

Day 1: Poured rain all night. Woke me up, hardly slept. Parents got up for coffee & Tea at nine.
Day 2 & 3: super windy, pretty cold. No one my age was there. Saw a 3 Year old baby, just eating 'n chillin. Out of someones garbage.
Day 4: Ranger shows up with a note. Grandpa (dad's side, he's in a nursing home) has stopped eating. Do you want to rehydrate him in the hospital? Choice: He's 87, alzheimer's, no.
Day 5: Ranger shows up with a note. Grandpa is dieing. Come.
Day 6: Dad wakes up at 5 in the morning, leaves at 7. Grandpa dies at 2:30.
Day 7: Dad come back to the camping spot, brings sister.

->TIMEWARP!
Week 2
Day 2 & 3: Sailing. got second
Day 4: Sailing still
Day 5: Fun night with by guy friends.
Day before we leave: We throw a party in honor of my Grnadpa, all sailing members come, we bring up the boat he made, sails full. McC collected stories and told them, cried at the end. Dad told stories, cried at the end. Hugs, hugs hugs, thanks for coming, he was a great man, hugs hugs hugs.

I cried a bit the day he died, but still haven't really cried.

Monday: woke up early, supposed to hang out with M, she bailed.
Tuesday: Hung with KQ & S, S has changed
Wednesday: Hung with KT, her hair is funny, we watched 17 Again, was supposed to go to Wonderland (amusement park) with KQ, S and C, but could only go on thursday. We changed our plans.
Thursday: C bails last minute, we're not an odd number, which means one of us will have to ride alone on the rides. (I took it. for EVERYTHING.) Got sick, wanted to see the show. The Zambonie caught fire, they couldn't get the smoke out so it was canceled. Sky turned yellow, shingles flew around, no one could pick us up. An hour later, we have to drive through it, the power's off. Tornado went through Toronto, Where most of my friends live, to whitby, where my god sis lives. And it was supposed to go to where I live.

The sky was yellow, KQ and S were freaking out, sister wasn't home from work. Mom & dad came to pick us up, since she was on her way back from getting stuff out og my gpa's house anyways. When we all got home the storm had passed, and my mom called my aunt to vent about how scary everything was, and talk about when happened with ym step grandma.
Two words in my aunt says "Our mother has lung cancer, her eyes are swollen shut, and her skin is falling off. The doctors have been calling for two weeks but since my grandpa's been left handicapped from his stroke years ago, and my grandma has been bed ridden from a spinal fracture when she tried to pick him up after a fall, they never got it.

Grandma finally called my aunt when her eye was swollen shut.

The funeral for my grandpa is Tomorrow. My grandma is in denial.

People dying, or having cancer, or possibly dieing,
It's now as common as a head cold.

Creativity has left me, I died too.
Rain Dots.

Chanson du Jour: January by Project 1.9