Thursday, January 21, 2010
Friday, January 15, 2010
i know this pretty rave girl.
Cuba is coming up, in 100 DAYS! I'm super excited.
Bunking with Best friend since G.2, Kayla : )
Anyways, I'm Getting in shape by playing DDR on Heavy with a long sleeve shirt (Cotton, to catch the sweat) a sweater, leggings, thick socks, and sweat pants.
But I'm drinking plenty of water, no need to worry.
But I really need to start eating less at meals and eat more often. And stop snacking!
Here's my commitment:
Nothing but Water and Tea.
Make dinner when I get home, eat half of my serving then, and half when everyone else gets home.
No starch at night, and
More watery and dark green veggies.
And PLAN MEALS AHEAD.
THERE.
that's my diet. : )
Such is probably going to fail, shortly.
GO ALICE!
Chanson Du Jour: My Humps - Black Eyed Peas
; )
Bunking with Best friend since G.2, Kayla : )
Anyways, I'm Getting in shape by playing DDR on Heavy with a long sleeve shirt (Cotton, to catch the sweat) a sweater, leggings, thick socks, and sweat pants.
But I'm drinking plenty of water, no need to worry.
But I really need to start eating less at meals and eat more often. And stop snacking!
Here's my commitment:
Nothing but Water and Tea.
Make dinner when I get home, eat half of my serving then, and half when everyone else gets home.
No starch at night, and
More watery and dark green veggies.
And PLAN MEALS AHEAD.
THERE.
that's my diet. : )
Such is probably going to fail, shortly.
GO ALICE!
Chanson Du Jour: My Humps - Black Eyed Peas
; )
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Vrai Ou Foe?
I met a girl last year through a friend and we became fast friends. I'm not going to mention her name because even though She'll probably know who I'm talking about, I don't want everyone else to know.
Anyways, we connected because we were both different and found a sense of community in that. But this year, she's made a bunch of new friends and even though we still talk, it's not as much as before.
And I'm getting really tired of her, it's exhausting to be her friend.
She's always upset. Always. She comes to me, vents, I give her advice, she doesn't take it, says something rude, I ignore it because she's upset, she does the same thing a week later.
She's been cheated on by every boy she looks at, and one boy said "we were never dating" and she was like "Yeah, sorry I overreacted" when she told me that they were dating for a week and she found out he had 5 other ONLINE girlfriends.
and then he said stuff like "they're crazy, I love you." So yeah, definitely SOUNDS like you weren't dating the SECOND TIME HE DID IT.
so she stopped talking to him, or else I would have beaten both of them.
But now theyre friends again, and her latest addiction is mad at her.
He's from far away, they met on Myspace, and the lies he's told her are as follows:
1) all of these pictures are of me
2)I have a child (Not sure if he does, but at one point he said both so either way he lied about something)
3)You logged on and told me mean things.
4) Oh, then it must have been your friend
5) I'm not dating someone else
6) I love you
7) I'm killing myself tonight
8) I attempted suicide last night
9) I'm moving into a psych ward.
10)I'm comming to visit you
and they ALL HAPPENED AT DIFFERENT TIMES. (except 3 & 4) and it hurts her deeply, or she pretends it does, and she's depressed for like, 3 days, then she forgives him and he does something else.
SOMETHING TELLS ME TO DROP HIM, FUCKTARD! And they got in a fight and he's "Deleted her, and his last 5 statuses were about me, and he says he wants to kill me, then himself"
And I'm so angry at her, this happens every time and she won't listen to what I say, plus she was rude to my friend, plus she 'falls' for every guy that says she's cute, plus shes rude to me.
I'm admitting to you, random strangers, that I have eczema. My skin flakes around my eyes and bridge of my nose, I see it, I know it's there, I try to make it go away, but it's eczema. It doesn't just go away when you put cream on it 3+ times a day.
But she seems to think I don't know its there so she constantly reminds me "Put cream on your face. It's gross." or "you're not wearing enough makeup." and will make fun of me because "What the point in wearing makeup if people can't see it?
It's supposed to enhance natural beauty, not make you look like you got in a fight, dumbass.
I am SO mad at you right now! I cannot believe you're talking to them again! Why do you even care? Why don't you care about your friends? Do we not say you're pretty enough times in the day? So here it is.
FUCK. YOU.
I'm done.
Such is how she is!
Alice
chanson du Jour: Friend or Foe by T.a.t.U.
Anyways, we connected because we were both different and found a sense of community in that. But this year, she's made a bunch of new friends and even though we still talk, it's not as much as before.
And I'm getting really tired of her, it's exhausting to be her friend.
She's always upset. Always. She comes to me, vents, I give her advice, she doesn't take it, says something rude, I ignore it because she's upset, she does the same thing a week later.
She's been cheated on by every boy she looks at, and one boy said "we were never dating" and she was like "Yeah, sorry I overreacted" when she told me that they were dating for a week and she found out he had 5 other ONLINE girlfriends.
and then he said stuff like "they're crazy, I love you." So yeah, definitely SOUNDS like you weren't dating the SECOND TIME HE DID IT.
so she stopped talking to him, or else I would have beaten both of them.
But now theyre friends again, and her latest addiction is mad at her.
He's from far away, they met on Myspace, and the lies he's told her are as follows:
1) all of these pictures are of me
2)I have a child (Not sure if he does, but at one point he said both so either way he lied about something)
3)You logged on and told me mean things.
4) Oh, then it must have been your friend
5) I'm not dating someone else
6) I love you
7) I'm killing myself tonight
8) I attempted suicide last night
9) I'm moving into a psych ward.
10)I'm comming to visit you
and they ALL HAPPENED AT DIFFERENT TIMES. (except 3 & 4) and it hurts her deeply, or she pretends it does, and she's depressed for like, 3 days, then she forgives him and he does something else.
SOMETHING TELLS ME TO DROP HIM, FUCKTARD! And they got in a fight and he's "Deleted her, and his last 5 statuses were about me, and he says he wants to kill me, then himself"
And I'm so angry at her, this happens every time and she won't listen to what I say, plus she was rude to my friend, plus she 'falls' for every guy that says she's cute, plus shes rude to me.
I'm admitting to you, random strangers, that I have eczema. My skin flakes around my eyes and bridge of my nose, I see it, I know it's there, I try to make it go away, but it's eczema. It doesn't just go away when you put cream on it 3+ times a day.
But she seems to think I don't know its there so she constantly reminds me "Put cream on your face. It's gross." or "you're not wearing enough makeup." and will make fun of me because "What the point in wearing makeup if people can't see it?
It's supposed to enhance natural beauty, not make you look like you got in a fight, dumbass.
I am SO mad at you right now! I cannot believe you're talking to them again! Why do you even care? Why don't you care about your friends? Do we not say you're pretty enough times in the day? So here it is.
FUCK. YOU.
I'm done.
Such is how she is!
Alice
chanson du Jour: Friend or Foe by T.a.t.U.
Friday, January 1, 2010
BLANK NATION
Chemical nation,
Fast food Nation,
Blah blah blah.
Show me some support,
Show me something to change.
Just don't sit on the couch watching people fatter than your admittedly fat self and complain about being fat. Try getting off the couch and stop watching those shows and then you'll see a difference and you'll get some right to complain.
Gosh, It's just about the stupidest thing.
I told my parents I want to diet, I mean I'm not over weight and my BMI is almost perfect, but I just wanna lose some weight around my waist and thighs, what's so wrong with that? don't shove me down cuz I'm tired of taking that. Either you support me or you don't, so just choose and get on with it, I don't care anymore!
Going through my notebook I read something I wrote:
"Be there or don't, I don't care what you think anymore. Your mouths move so often it's hard to focus on what you're saying; you've lost my respect."
Such is how they are.
Alice.
p.s. I'm going Snowboarding with Alessandro, Michelle Scho, and Katherine tomorrow.
We're stalking another one of Michelle's crushes.
Fast food Nation,
Blah blah blah.
Show me some support,
Show me something to change.
Just don't sit on the couch watching people fatter than your admittedly fat self and complain about being fat. Try getting off the couch and stop watching those shows and then you'll see a difference and you'll get some right to complain.
Gosh, It's just about the stupidest thing.
I told my parents I want to diet, I mean I'm not over weight and my BMI is almost perfect, but I just wanna lose some weight around my waist and thighs, what's so wrong with that? don't shove me down cuz I'm tired of taking that. Either you support me or you don't, so just choose and get on with it, I don't care anymore!
Going through my notebook I read something I wrote:
"Be there or don't, I don't care what you think anymore. Your mouths move so often it's hard to focus on what you're saying; you've lost my respect."
Such is how they are.
Alice.
p.s. I'm going Snowboarding with Alessandro, Michelle Scho, and Katherine tomorrow.
We're stalking another one of Michelle's crushes.
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