Are you Happy? Are you satisfied? How long can you stand the heat? Out of the doorway the bullets Rip, to the sound of the beat.

Yeah, That's right. I listen to Queen,
I saw the broadway show.

And you know what? They make a point. Cast off the crutch people, It's time to get serious. I hate apathy! It's more of a killer than any disease! Not even ignorance.

I'm talking global warming people. Get off your asses, find out what you can do.
Change your light bulbs, set your temp to go down when you're not in the house, (Like 9-4:30 mon-fri. Think about it, who're you keeping warm? Animals survive winters, they can take 95F.) don't leave the tap on while you're brushing your teeth, eat one less meaty meal a week, eat locally (It's fall in Ontario and you're buying apples from the states? REALLY?) and here's something really simple that teens are good at: Write on your hands. Seriously, think how big that 9x11 is and how little you need to write on it. Get an agenda for the whole year or a white board or something, just don't be so stupid! And by the way, if you write it in pencil, you can erase it and use it again! Or get a recycled paper notepad at least!

I want less rain in the wrong places but more rain overall! Stoppit!
Alice

P.s. My birthday was yesterday; consider this my present. PLEASE!

Can we talk about something?

Adults. And being Bi.
Lets talk about those.

So this one girl who I met over a vegetarian site (Not a dating site, just a vegetarian site)is 36 turning 37 and I'm 15 turning 16.
Well wouldn't you know, she's a lesbian. She's not attracted to me, and she has a girlfriend but she's COMPLETELY freaked out by bisexuality.

She's CONVINCED! You HAVE to choose a gender. and falling in love with a man is 'completely foreign' to her. She told me that to be bi you have to be with someone and wonder what it's like to be with the other gender.
So I told her it's not the Gender, that it's completely not a deciding factor for me. I'm not choosing boy or girl, man or woman, I'm choosing between with that person, or without. If that's being Bi, then I'm not Bi; I'm indifferent.

So she says to me, she says 'Alice my friend. I've heard it all before. It's not about the gender, it's about the person.'

and what I want to say is 'YES, probably because I've said it 20 times in the past half hour.'
but what I say is 'YES, probably because I've said it 20 times in the past half hour.'

(Gotcha there, didn't I?)

So she continued, then started talking about how she doesn't care what the bible said, I said I was scarred as a little kid and was petrified of Christianity.

then she went all crazy on me, super anti-religion!

WHAT are you TALKING TO ME FOR? you're THIRTY SIX!
The last time we had a conversation it was about an animal rights group I started on facebook, and I got all of my friends to join and made this girl admin because she was dedicated to the cause. So she sent out +5 messages to the group within a week and people started to leave, so I told her I'd make a newsletter if she liked and she got SO ANGRY and she flipped out and threatened me.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? I want to delete her, but I can't while she's still talking to me....


Why do adults you don't know always shut you down? You'd think she'd be accepting, considering she's a Lesbian Vegan, and I'm a bi vegetarian.
Like, I expect the old ladies at my sailing camp who run the girl guides program to tell me I'm going to rebel against my mom and she has right to get angry and it's just a phase and that's why I'm vegetarian, but a Vegan Lesbian? Really? YOU'RE going to tell me I'm wrong? You'd think that she'd understand that what's right for you is right for you, or at least she'd know that it doesn't matter what other people say.

It's disgusting, doesn't anyone understand? THERE'S NO PATHWAY! ITS JUST A FIELD AND YOU GET TO RUN FREE! HERE you can do, or say, or BE! ANYTHING you want!

Just Shuttup and enjoy it!

Rain Dots

OHMYGOODNESSGRACIOUSME.

So, http://www.outinthewind.com/ is how I feel tonight.

rafael rozendaal, you amaze me.